Friday, March 9, 2018
Looking back a few years ago, I received another award: "Top Site for Religious Studies". Needless to say, despite being top in religious studies, my blog is practical and experiential in nature rather than academic in nature. This difference is very important for the pursuit of Tao. Many academics failed to comprehend the practice side of Tao. Those who can reap good benefits (like the late Richard Wilhelm) do not need to know much about Chinese classics.
My most treasured award however is the "Bronze Award for Whatever" from a late internet friend. He gave me the award for my creative (and often humorous) comments to his blog posts.
Thursday, December 28, 2017
To be freed from our conceptual constraints, a Zen practitioner questions the assumptions used in our rational thoughts which are presented in the form of the language we use. The process is very much like the process of philosophizing as used in academic analytic (or linguistic) philosophy. We can never get to the bottom of truth of anything but each step of our questioning moves us closer to a state where there are lesser and lesser pre-suppositions and assumptions. Failing to practice "koan analysis/philosophizing" renders an “enlightened master” incapable to move back to “normal everyday life” without being re-constrained by his concepts, his conditioned way of thinking and language . Fair to say nowadays Zen practitioners do less philosophizing than in those in Dynasty China. Some modern Zen texts have a wrong conception: “koan is for seated meditation”. In actual practice it is “thinking clearly” or “philosophizing with a clear mind” on koan, rather than doing seated meditation while analyzing a particular koan, which is an impossible task to do without failing in either (meditation or analysis).
The practice of Zen meditation is not the same as Mindfulness training, as used popularly. I prefer calling the former “deep meditation” to differentiate it from Mindfulness which is getting more popular (because as "advertised": it is easy-to-do)! The possibility of doing deep meditation presupposes the practice of chi-meditation (as trained in tai chi and chi kung) that opens our joints and connects our internal sensation into a holistic chi-sensation that encompasses our entire body. That will take quite a number of years to perfect for the average practitioner (The classic texts said it would be easier for people under the age of sixteen when our body is still growing). After this foundation chi-training, a meditator can get into a dream-like zone while he is doing seated meditation and he will also have some vivid dreams during his normal sleep.
Such dreams (including normal dreams and dreams in meditative dream-like zone) will be vivid for the simple reason that one’s body is chi-connected during seated meditation and (to a lesser extend) during normal sleep. The special thing about vivid dream in Zen practice is that one can feel the “reality” of such experience. With a chi-filled body, his Unconscious comes to meet his rational mind. Conflicts can therefore be resolved instead of being repressed. With a good understanding of Buddhism, Taoism or psychoanalysis a practitioner can navigate his “healing process” or “enlightenment process” while he sees his inner psychic development as revealed in his successive dreams (that progresses to resolve conflicts or dissolve away rational constraints or whatever, as defined differently in different practice). Such process is called individuation in Jungian psychology and enlightenment in Zen.
The practice of dream analysis is, needless to say, another topic.
(revised on 29 Dec 17)
Tuesday, November 7, 2017
For beginning students, they should not overly concern with the concept (and execution) of mindfulness when they learn the tai chi form as a mind-body workout. The best way to learn the form for beginners, in my opinion, is to learn the form together with zhan zhuang and some tai chi chi-kung exercises (like Wu-style 24 styles tai chi nei gong, and/or special supplementary exercises targeted to a student's special needs). It is only when a student has achieved a certain level of progress in firstly Joint-Opening and secondly in Body-connectedness (with breathing controlling to facilitate connectedness) should he learn mindfulness the tai chi way.
I know some tai chi teachers have said that the square form is there in order to set a standard so that different tai chi practitioners will not deviate (too much) away from the standard (like "Received pronunciation RP" in spoken English). This perhaps might be one of the reasons but certainly not the major one, some tai chi teachers also have said that the tai-chi sign is a circle with two round curves (the two fish), and hence true tai chi form should be done in circular rounds, i.e. the round form. Again, this can be regarded as one of the reasons but certainly not the major one.
Square form is sometimes called Form-of-the-joints (関節拳）。The objective is to use (and condition) our joints for chi generation. Mindfulness here means a practitioners shall focus on (the areas around) his joints (primarily his major joints, shoulder and hip). In his mind he should be (or train himself to be) able to FEEL the opening and moving of his joints together with chi-generation arising therefrom. In order to do that effectively, he has to stop momentarily when his joints change to a new direction, as required by the form movements. While he has to find the point-of-maximum-resistance in his joints (and move to overcome such resistance), most of the time, his movement will be in a straight line. Hence, the external appearance of square form. Chi-wise, he will feel chi concentrated more around his major joints (some physical and mental endurance is required for progress - a sign of training effect); and therefore will not be conducive to moving meditation.
Round form presupposes some progress in square form for a practitioner. The reason is that without a certain level of effective joint opening, the round form cannot generate enough chi for mind-body workout purpose, and certainly cannot achieve the objective of further opening the joints and more powerful chi generation. While doing the round form, a practitioner shall focus on the efficient flow and balance of chi inside his body. With efficient flow and balance, his internal sensation will be "full of chi", and therefore conducive to moving meditation. In order to achieve effective whole body chi-balancing, heightened chi generation in the joints need to be dampened (i.e. not done in the square form way). And when chi is thus generated in the joints, such chi shall be mindfully made to flow efficiently to the rest of the body to achieve a state of body-connectedness (as an internal sensation). To achieve the above, the external form will be round.
Last remark: insightful readers might have noticed that, based on the above analysis, a mix of square and round movements (in different degrees and in different choice) can be used in a student's daily practice, based on his own unique mind-body condition - which is exactly what a seasoned practitioner should do!
Friday, October 27, 2017
In the Western world, when a person likes to have some Zen experience, chances are that he will attend a Zen meditation session/class, or go for a Zen-retreat (if he belongs to the middle-class) where he will spend a few days, with his cell phone locked and his mouth shut, doing seated meditation and having vegetarian-meals. The original idea of Zen, as it came from China, was for a Zen-practitioner to be able to practise Zen 24/7: in Zen (Chan 禪) lingo it is called: “Zen in walking, living, sitting and sleeping”. How to accomplish this?
The Japanese way of doing it is through rituals practised into perfection. During such ritual (assuming practised into perfection), a Zen practitioner can free his mind from logical, rational or worldly constraints. In Japanese Zen-lingo, the ability of doing so can be understood through the concept Jo-ha-kyū (序破急), roughly translated to "beginning, break, rapid", it essentially means that all actions or efforts should begin slowly, speed up, and then end swiftly. It is important that in the “beginning” chi will be internally generated (how it is done is another story), and then break/release/explode, and finally a sudden stop. The break is the movement with chi, and the final stop is used to stop chi from further release and hence facilitate the effectively regeneration of chi by retaining chi, and (very importantly) by storing or trapping chi which was generated by the momentum of movement itself! One example, in Noh theatre, one way of forward movement is use small steps in which each foot moves forward with sole touching the ground (like Yi-chuen’s friction steps); and in the end of the small forward movement, the toes will tilt the foot slightly upward and then gently tap back on the floor to stop the chi.
Needless to say, to perfect a Japanese geidō, repeated chi-training with great patience is required. “How to ritualize one’s daily life into Zen” will be another story of a future post. Stay tuned.
Thursday, August 3, 2017
Another major character in our intellectual history is great modern philosopher Nietzsche. His Thus Spoke Zarathustra spoke the language of a person in a deep meditative state in which the meditator’s conscious mind is functioning, co-existing with his Unconscious mind. It was functioning well in the case of Nietzche. Nietzsche faced dilemma similar to Jung. Like Jung he did not want to suppress or deny the meaning of his inner experience, he rationalized it with the reason that the obscurity of his language is to safeguard his great teaching from the people who do not deserve to have such great teaching revealed to them! His Will to power is his morality in direct opposition to Christianity (unlike Jung, Nietzsche's writings are quite muddled and therefore inaccessible to common readers. A good source to understand Nietzsche is Bernard Reginster's The Affirmation of Life - Nietzsche on overcoming nihilism). Yet, he refrained from setting rules of morality, otherwise he will be viewed as a spiritual leader rather than a philosophy, though I suspect that there will be folks who would consider Nietzsche a spiritual leader.
What has that got to do with meditation? You might ask.
For meditators or chi king practitioners who have come to a stage in which he can speedily get into a whole body chi-filled condition when he relaxes, he might encounter similar direct experience. When he falls asleep, since he is relaxed, his body will still be chi-filled. And in deep meditation, since he is relaxed, his body will be chi-filled too. And since his body is in chi-filled state, his conscious mind will still be working, to a certain extent. And the fact that he is asleep or into deep meditation his Unconscious mind will surface. In short, both his conscious and Unconscious mind will be working at the same time! The resulting experience is an interaction between his conscious (rational) and Unconscious (irrational) mind. And from there came Seven Sermons to the Dead and Thus Spoke Zarathustra.
On the experiential perspective, it is called vivid dream. Vivid dreams are rich in details and as Jung (and Nietzsche too, without himself being explicit about it) experienced, one’s conscious mind is at work. And at work in such a way that our conscious mind can ask logical questions and explore problems; and in a way that one can sometimes even know that one is dreaming (in Jung's case, knowing he was in the realm of his own Unconscious)! At the same time, our Unconscious mind will exert its impact by trying to “convince” our conscious mind to “accept” conclusion loosely “answered” by images and illogical events. In short, vivid dreams are enlightening but often giving us images or "not-totally-logical" arguments instead of definite answers to our problems. Needless to say only great mind can produce great insights. Common meditators can benefit from such inner experience with some insights and reflections. Pompous people might have the danger of getting themselves into a state of over-confidence. Superstitious people might become more superstitious. And those with inherent mental problems might have a psychotic onset!
Saturday, May 13, 2017
A woman with love a woman in need.
With whom old mom share her forgotten dreams?
The life she lived were the things she has seen.
How many high mounts climbed and wild grass trimmed?
Understand mom a tough lesson to teach,
She knows you more than your reflection brood'd,
Time to listen is the time to reach,
Caring her a challenge in trust you bragg'd.
Images of your young follies make her sheen,
Stories of your now success let her rest,
Time shall come when the hour stops unforeseen,
Precious moments not too soon, too late lest:
If these carved in mind and we start to give,
Our heart forever she will choose to live.